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Seeing everyone sad about the end has made me think about how much of an effect Harry Potter has had on my life. It definitely encouraged my love of books and probably was the first story I really felt like I wanted to read more of. I remember standing at midnight waiting for the books to be released then going home and reading non-stop into the early hours of the morning to finish the book. Crying at the tragedy and laughing at, what always seemed to be, Ron's stupidity. And then the books that had followed me through my childhood, growing with me, discovering relationships and sadness as I found them in my life, they ended. Excitement became sadness as I read the last few pages and the end of Harry's childhood.
And now I am ending my childhood, making my own decisions and fighting my own battles, the films that so fantastically illustrated my imagination are ending. An era that has made me the person I am has come to a close and however unsure I am of what the future holds I know that I'm not a child anymore. I know that I am older, hopefully wiser and a much better person now than I have been. But that still doesn't stop the fear of change. 5 years with the same people who know me for who I am, have seen me up and very, very far down. They understand that I don't mean what I say and that I love them all despite my sarcasm.
Although my childhood and Harry's childhood have ended, the conclusion does give us a chance to remember the tears, hugs, laughter and discovery that growing up has brought us. It also helps me to realise the most fun I have had over the last 16 years has not been the drinking or staying out late misbehaving but the afternoons in the sun messing around with friends and the late evening conversations. If I could give myself one piece of advice with the aid of a time turner it would be this: Don't take yourself too seriously, you can't solve every problem.
And now I am ending my childhood, making my own decisions and fighting my own battles, the films that so fantastically illustrated my imagination are ending. An era that has made me the person I am has come to a close and however unsure I am of what the future holds I know that I'm not a child anymore. I know that I am older, hopefully wiser and a much better person now than I have been. But that still doesn't stop the fear of change. 5 years with the same people who know me for who I am, have seen me up and very, very far down. They understand that I don't mean what I say and that I love them all despite my sarcasm.
Although my childhood and Harry's childhood have ended, the conclusion does give us a chance to remember the tears, hugs, laughter and discovery that growing up has brought us. It also helps me to realise the most fun I have had over the last 16 years has not been the drinking or staying out late misbehaving but the afternoons in the sun messing around with friends and the late evening conversations. If I could give myself one piece of advice with the aid of a time turner it would be this: Don't take yourself too seriously, you can't solve every problem.
I\'M IN A RAGE!
Edit: This journal is being deleted because of the fact that, for once in my life, I am going to sort this out!
Edit 2: Situation resolved.
Devious Journal Entry
So normally I'd write a post-expo journal but I'm not there. I didn't know whether I'd be able to miss it completely but it seems that I will have to as exams have more importance in my future than expo, apparently.......(still don't believe that is completely true)
I'm currently moping. Just sat here doing nothing but looking at past pictures and planning furiously for october. You know that post expo feeling you get? The sadness of how long it is until you get to do it again? Well I have that x2. OCTOBER COME NOW PLEASE.
I might make myself a cake out of self pity, that is when I finally crawl out of my bed......
9 down, 4 to go!
So that's it! Hectic week of exams over! Just the odd four left over the next few weeks and only English lit. this week! Somehow I'm still stressed though, probably to do with the sheer amount of awesome extra curricular organizing going on at the moment by all the awesome people working on the prom and yearbook committees. ;)
*Sigh* Unfortunately not everyone appreciates the sort of work that goes into this kind of thing. I know for a fact that those on the prom committee have had meeting after meeting to discuss and budget. Us lot doing the yearbook have been running backwards and forwards sorting out money and *EEEK* calling the publisher
Week of Horror
After seeing many videos of Amnesia game play, Staxel, Cactus and I are deciding to embark on a Horror week! We have half term coming up and we need something to make us realize that life isn't so terrifying after all. I mean what's a good scaring for if not to make you feel better about the scary exams you have coming up? We are planning to scare ourselves witless with horror films, Amnesia and lots of sweeties (they aren't for scaryness but are to stop us from dying of shock XD).
Wish us good luck is all I can say, the only one I feel will be completely unaffected by this will be Cactus. We may come out the other side as changed people, co
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Rosie! You love us? :3
Promise me we will still talk? Like, a lot? (A lot more than we do now )
And be sure to stay your awesomelyamazing nerdy but fabulous self, the Rosie that to me you will always be Because, gurl! You're supermegafoxyawesomehawt ;D
I wish I had your powers of hindsight.. I love that you're able to learn from yourself.
And my ego is NOT THAAAT big :/ (Reading your signie...)
Promise me we will still talk? Like, a lot? (A lot more than we do now )
And be sure to stay your awesomelyamazing nerdy but fabulous self, the Rosie that to me you will always be Because, gurl! You're supermegafoxyawesomehawt ;D
I wish I had your powers of hindsight.. I love that you're able to learn from yourself.
And my ego is NOT THAAAT big :/ (Reading your signie...)