Neko--Girl

See I'm not the "perfect love type" I'm not the perfect girl that's quirky and sweet and just right, I'm not the dancer or singer that steals your heart without you even realizing. I'm not pretty or skinny or good looking or graceful. I'm plain, I'm ordinary, and I blend into the crowd. I'm not the puzzle piece that fits "just right". And I'm not messed up. I don't hurt or starve myself. If you dump me I won't kill myself. I don't do illegal things and don't want to. I'm not in danger or peril. I don't even get bullied at school. You can't save me. I don't know who would want me, And those I can imagine would scare me half to d

I feel you today. The faint tug of your gaze on the back of my neck. The whisper of your eyes. The corners of your smile. Your fingers woven into mine as you said my favorite words to hear me laugh. Oh, it was perfect. Every laugh made me want to join in. Your elusive grin, only shown in times of rarity, was brilliant, white and gorgeous. The shadow of your words on my lips. I repaet to someow recover you in my mind. Where did you go? Your heart. It was so big, it fit mine into it with room to spare. Today, tomorrow, yesterday. You were all 3 at once. I dreamt of you saving me from burning buildings. I drea